ahhhhh been so sick nowadays
so sick and tired
sis also sick too le
hope you faster recover
yesterday was like literally
lying on bed so shag
then tears keep dripping
cause of that stupid headache

haven been studying much these few days
i hope i really can pass the exams
but yet there are so many things on hand
i hate driving lessons
i hate driving tests
i hate school exams
i hate my love for sleeping
i hate my no motivation
i hate myself

why am i so weak to begin with
physically and mentally
why is it that i have to reject
due to me not feeling well
due to me haven study enough yet
and then get all the rubbish response
and then bear all the consequences

it sucks going out when you feeling so sick and tired
but it sucks even more when your friend dun trust you
there is nothing wrong with this friendship
it just that you always are so sensitive
it just that i always go out with you
and suddenly i dun so you feel weird
how do i have to put it so that you know
THERE IS FREAKING NOTHING WRONG WITH US
AND OUR FRIENDSHIP !!!

anyway just know that i love you as my darling
nothing changes so stop being so sensitive
doesnt mean there always have to be something wrong
i thought we been together for some time
i thought there should be trust between us
i thought you would understand me more than anyone
but why is it that it is turning the other way round