recently these few weeks
always feel very tired all day long
driving schedule is quite pack
cause plan to settle it before attachment
sometimes almost overslept on bus
sometimes i doze off on sofa

now i sleep before 11
which is like so super early
and yet i feel tired in the morning
maybe is cause this week a bit weak
there is an on/off acute pain at my side
but im still very happy with myself
because my relationship with bro improve
i had learnt the way to communicate with him

me and jiejie finally make a plan
about something big and eventful
going to be held at my house
though the invited guests
is still not confirmed yet
everyone been so busy lately

i dreamt of you on monday and wednesday
its alternative days for this week
does that mean i will have another dream tonight?
i hope so because i didnt see you for so long
sometimes the feeling is so empty
and i really wish that you were here
in the dreams you were very sweet
and when our shoulder touched each other
there is a warm feeling spreading withing me
that feeling seems so real even in my dream
its as if the warmth is there in reality

i was thinking of giving up these few weeks
been feeling very tired of guessing
what thoughts are going through your mind
very tired of listening to song
and keep replaying a certain scene in my mind

and i hate to admit this now
that i miss you very much
and there is a verge of crying
when i listen to the two song

[5566 - 我难过]
那一年默默无言 只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经 不再精采
你害怕结局所以 拼命伤害
说是我擋住你的 美好未来

你坚決 不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你 受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是
放弃你 放弃爱 放弃的梦被打碎 忍住悲哀
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是
忘了你 忘了爱 尽全力忘记我们 真心相爱
也忘了 告诉你 失去的不能重来

[BY2 - 我知道]
从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流